I absolutely do not know.
October 2010
72 posts

Happy belated birthday. Sorry it’s two weeks late
I’m sorry I’m ruining you. I’m sorry I fucked you over so hard. I’m sorry my sorry won’t ever be good enough
I can’t believe you were just about to go the right way. And then you turned back to your way. I hope you learned something.
Why did I even care. Good thing I don’t anymore.
Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente
It’s no problem of mine
But it’s a problem I find
Living the life that I can’t leave behind
There’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows_
Jen 8:32 pm
(8:32:33 PM): guess what i wanna be for halloween
Jones 8:32 pm
(8:32:39 PM): Jennie
(8:32:44 PM): Hmm
(8:32:53 PM): Oh I know
(8:33:00 PM): I can be bruno mars, and you can be
(8:33:06 PM): Just the way you are
OMG how the fuck did he know heh
You and I - Ingrid Michaelson
Maybe I think you’re cute and funny,
Maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
If you know what I mean_
Alison: Literally?
Tom: Well, no, not literally. That’s disgusting. Jesus.” —500 Days of Summer

I will have always loved you first.
I’ve been feeling

all day.

When Jonesie and Carolyn came to visit me at ze Gap
No thanks mom. I don’t want to have kids. I won’t have burdens to bear. But thanks for giving me little reminders that I don’t want to create a family and watch them grow.

How I want this dress so badly. Too bad prom’s never gonna happen again
You Are The Music In Me - High School Musical 2
You know the words, “Once upon a time.”
Make you listen, there’s a reason.
When you dream, there’s a chance you’ll find
A little laughter, or happy ever after _

_

Carolyn and Anthony Jones visited me at work today. {“: It made me so happy. Then it made me sad when they went to other stores and bought stuff together. Then came back to Gap with other store’s bags.. Haha. We were trying out the new circle scarf (“: I think it’s cute

I love taking nice, cold walks.


Then we saw a man in his suit riding a bicycle. So I took a picture. Then AJ slows down next to him and told me to take a picture. I didn’t. It was awkward. Fun daaay

We wore purple for those who died <3
It’s like you’re leaving but you don’t know the way_
Everything You Wanted - Kele
I could have given you everything you wanted
Everything you needed_
All I hear is raindrops thunder_


I want a munchkin kitty!
Today, Jonesie bought me Mrs. Fields cookies because I’ve been craving for some.

“Thank you for letting us sweeten up your day.”
^ Thanks for sweetening up mine
Now I want some Swedish Fish.


I love Lucy and she loves me,
We’re as happy as two can be,
Sometimes we quarrel but then, how we love making up again,
Lucy kisses like no one can,
She’s my missus and I’m her man,
And life is heaven you see,
Cause I love Lucy, Yes I love Lucy and Lucy loves me_
What happened to us?
I shouldn’t be jealous. But I am. I don’t even want to tell you because that might stop you. And I don’t even want to find out if it doesn’t stop you because then I would just hate you. And I love you. But I guess I can’t just say stfu and walk away peacefully. So I’ll stfu
I miss the thrill of it. I might just go back
sharon 8:46 pm
sharonnfa m (8:45:04 PM): Hi Anthony…
xDoKoTox (8:45:58 PM): Hello sharon!
sharonnfa m (8:46:06 PM): do you think I’m cute? ^___^
xDoKoTox (8:46:25 PM): Haha yes maam
Jones 8:46 pm
(8:46:59 PM): Sharon just asked
(8:47:05 PM): If I think she’s cute
(8:47:13 PM): O_O
^ Bahah
Ce Jeu - Yelle
Je f’rais l’effort, je te connais par coeur
Il suffit que je t’ignore
Pour que tu revienne en pleure
Je m’occupe de toi
Tu repars c’est ça
Toujours le même schéma
Et j’anticipe a chaques foi_
Jones 1:53 pm
(1:53:30 PM): I got this lovely orange tee
(1:53:39 PM): I feel sexy just holding it
^ He likes my birfday present. Happy 19th Birfday Jonesiepie <3
I came to work early, so I went to Book Off and saw The Motorcycle Diaries. I want to buy it }:

True or not, I’m still hurt.
“Do you got a B.Friend?
A Bee friend.
A B. Friend.
A boyfriend?”
Heh, mad tv
I keep listening to Colors Of The Wind on repeat. Haha, Pocahontas has always been my favorite princess. Here comes another one asking for my number, asking for a date. Maybe Charles Moose was right. The more I tell them I’m not ready, the more willing they are to wait. I enjoy the company because loneliness is not great at all. But it seems so selfish. Haha but it seems mean to say, GTFO. I just hope no hearts are broken because of me. One is enough ):
You’ll learn things you never knew you never knew_
I’ve got a secret, I can’t tell you.

I’ve been working the closing shift waaay too much. All of a sudden, they come out of nowhere and spring on you like rabid wolves.
Charles 12:00 am
(12:00:43 AM): do you have a cell number?
Jen 12:00 am
(12:00:48 AM): why yes i do
(12:00:54 AM): would you like it?
Charles 12:01 am
(12:01:09 AM): i would love to inquire such access to you
^ Haha he’s the best to converse with
Your Kiss Is On My List- Hall & Oates
My friends wonder why I call you
All the time, what can I say
I don’t feel the need to give such secrets away
You think maybe I need help, no I know I’m right
I want this sweater. Shit man. $$$ will be the end of me


Heh
Alex Tran: there’s no way vikings discovered america, they were too busy training dragons
^ HAHAH
Gap’s having 40% off the entire store for Columbus Day tomorrow. Yay for “discovering America” (“:
Jonesie 12:00 am
(12:00:10 AM): Happy sunday jensie
^ Happy 101010
sharonnfa m 11:50 pm
(11:50:40 PM): well paul and jonny carried out their dares ..
(11:51:04 PM): mmmeee?? not so much…. i kind of have this thign called..”dignity” and idk.. “pride”
^ Indeed
“Before we broke up, I made this R&B CD, and the songs were awesome. Then you broke up with me, and listening to the songs made me so sad. But I think I knew I was getting over it when the songs were awesome again.”
^ good for you

